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Welcome…😊
Thank you for stopping by to check April’s Ghost out, I’m truly grateful! Whatever led you here did so for a reason. Just a little background on me; I was your average middle aged woman, miserably dragging my tired, worn and perceivably broken self through the middle of life when I was SMACKED awake spiritually. I didn’t know what a “twin flame” was until I met mine, for the second time in this life. It was April, he ghosted (Does the name make sense now? Lol) I have learned so much in the time that has followed. I never could have prepared for what ensued immediately after contact, nor…
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I’ve been wandering
I’ve been wandering through some of the layers. Trying to find out the answers to so many questions - not all have an answer to. My ego has been fighting to the death, refusing to surrender to my requests to step aside and let my heart lead. The more I detach from allowing myself to feel what I’m feeling the more disconnected I become I lose myself time and again - trying to have it all figured out. Worrying about what direction to go or not to go. Not having the clarity to see what is happening. Again. For the I don’t know how many time. Thank you Mercury retrograde 😂😂😂🥳…
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Life is meant to be lived
Life is meant to be lived Not longed for Not wished for Not waited for Not wondering about Not planned It’s meant to be Doing things you love Doing things you are passionate about Allowing yourself to figure out what those things are Allowing yourself the freedom of fear It’s rime to start- put one foot in front of the other, one day at a time For it’s all about the present- right here right now - moment to moment Living Loving Having experiences in the moment with no fear of answering to anything or anyone for your behavior- your truth It’s embracing the knowing inside you that no matter…
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Empowerment
Women are awakening to their innate power. One by one, one hundred by one hundred into the thousands and leading to infinity. We are learning to balance our masculine and our feminine energies We are learning to speak our truth and stand in our integrity All while learning to do this from a softer place, allowing for vulnerability and transparency. We have nothing to hide snd nothing to lose We have stopped judging others as well as ourselves As we grow in numbers our collective power grows As we awaken to the persecution energies we carry We awaken the beast so to speak in our feminine power As we love…
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What I believe
So we broke up… and it leaves me asking myself.. Am I too much? Or not enough? Why do men put me on a pedestal? And then judge themselves? Why do I exhaust myself giving love to people who don’t seem to want it? Or can’t receive it. Won’t receive it? I love hard.. I love unconditionally. When I love someone, it’s forever. Regardless if it’s romantic or platonic. I don’t cause harm to others, nor do I wish I’ll upon others. I believe in true love and fairytales. Does that make me naive? Maybe? I believe in loving yourself enough to want to be a better human. For yourself.…
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Resist…
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I know what it says….
I know what it says, for I’ve already written it long ago.. The last sentence of my book of life reads… And she lived in love, happily ever after
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Memories 😊
I found this in my Facebook memories from3/9/2019 (Just thoughts that popped into my head this morning, I needed to hear them and validate them, I thought others might too, almost didn’t share because of…..). Fear is such a powerful motivator, for good and bad. It can tear lives apart, it can keep you down and it can make you do things with clouded judgment. Fear can keep you safe but keep you stagnating.. Fear can trigger irrational behaviors. Examine your emotions and it’s safe to say that most emotions that are negative and make you feel yucky are fear based if you really dig down. Without fear just imagine…
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YES!!! 
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The Wind of Change
The winds of change are blowing new life is starting to emerge I had the realization that our previous lives bare resemblance to old apple orchards. Naked in the time where spring is on the precipice of bringing new life, limbs and branches trimmed for optimum production Stifling growth upward and outward Keeping it under “control” to take everything it has to offer for personal gain Not thinking about the life it’s holding back, struggling to grow and evolve Only wanting personal gain from nature’s bounty instead of reveling in Gratitude for natures gifts We now have the awareness of choice. We get to choose where we put our energy…
